Whenever I wanted to join a group, I literally think of what I'm going to say 'cause I'm afraid the admins reject me. It's like an audition for me, you know. Or a college entrance exam. You got accepted, you're good/talented. You're not, you're dumb/talentless/crap. I know it's bad, but...I don't know.
And also whenever I wanted to submit an artwork, I stare at it first for several seconds, then laugh, then won't submit it anymore because I suddenly realize that the characters' faces are funny and ugly and gay and I just can't submit them. So usually it takes many days for me to submit an artwork in my DA account, or I won't submit it at all.
And it usually takes up to 2 or more days to complete one artwork(lazy mode).